blackshamrock03

Today was a strange day. Has anyone ever noticed thAat whenever you go to sleep it seems that when you wake up it is a new day? Well that is what today was like. I had many naps and after each one I was doing something completely different. First when I woke up in the morning I had to clean the house (I really don't see the piont to this seeing as we are still in mid-construction, but since I get paid for it I'm not going to complain) Then when the carpenter people got here I retreated back to my room for a comfortable nap. Usually I don't nap this early in the day but it has been too hot to see in my room till last night so I was thoroghly enjoying having MY bed back. I woke up to the phone ringing. It was B and she was having a craptacular day so I told her to come to my place for a bit. Didn't do much of anything but ended up going into town for lunch which was nice cause none of us ever seem to do anything together that doesn't involve getting drunk or stoned and it was a welcome change. Also as a side note I'm not planing on drinking anytime soon after getting smashed with B on Wednesday. I thought of drink makes me want to gag. So after we had lunch we when back to my place again and got a call from Afton. She and Jamie got dropped off in town and were looking for B, her mom told them to call here. B left. I selpt. Did some meaningless stuff then worked out for a while. When I came back upstairs my dad told me that the cat had moved her kittens so that they are in the horse barn now. I had to go out and see then. There aren't a lot of things that I love but kittens are one of them. There are five of them and they are all different colour of fuzzyness. So cute. They are so tame it is amazing. One of them fell asleep on my lap. Didn't want to leave them but it was getting late. I will have to go see them tomarrow. I know I won't be able to stay away.

Ah it has been soooo long since I have updated. What can I say other then I'm very, very lazy. Yes I'm a sloth I admit it. So lets see what has happened... well first I broke up with Dillon because- yeah that just wasn't working. That was what...friday, yeah (god I'm typing like I think that is never a good thing) went out friday night with a friend and got wrecked. It was worth it, I was kinda stressed and miserable and that just brought me another few weeks away from a break down. Is it sad that I put off breakdowns till I have time to deal with them properly? Anyway I had to get up early the next morning to go to Wonderland with Dillon. This was planned so far ahead of time and he had no one else to go with so... I went with him. The day was shall we say a little akward. (massive understatement) he went on two rides with me all the rest he refused to go on so there I was waiting in line like a tool, by myself getting pitty stares from people. Also he spent the entire day saying "you seem upset" or "why are you being so bitchy?" The answers to those questions are: "I'm not upset or bitchy" cause I wasn't it was just 35 out and early and I was hungover from the night before. Anyway I saw G on Sunday and we were retarded in my forest then the next day Sam came over and we did the same thing. The title of this piece is from last night when Sam was here. We are such tools. Anyway at home the kitchen is being torn apart so the construction people should be here anytime. I better go.

I feel amazingly shitty. I'm sick and my feet are killing me. This is because I spent most of yesterday wandering toown with Dillon and doing absolutly NOTHING! If it was just bored nothing at someone's house that wouldn't be too bad but doing nothing outside in Shelburne is: wandering town like a homeless person and getting drenched as my feet get blisters from my shoes. I was freezing cold and very very wet. Not pleasent. Now I am sick and in the worst of moods. If Dillon has any common sense he won't phone me today.

Just got home from the dentist and I am now offically cavity free! That is quite an accomplishment for me due to the mass amount of sugar that I consume on a daily basis. The only part about the dentist that sucked was that they insisted that they were only going to freeze on side of my face (for my own good, how this is for my own good I have on idea) but the problem is that I was getting two cavities filled and the were on either sides of my mouth. So they froze the one that they said was the biggest and would hurt the most. However they left the feeling in the other side of my face. Damn. Is it just me or am I the only one who loves those freezing needles. I always tells them to give me as much freezing as possible and they look at me and ask "oh, are your teeth sensitive?" I answer "no, I just love the freezing". That gets you the strangest looks.

Ahhh. Today is a complete write-off. My bed has out willed me again. I cannot for the life of me resist it. Too cozy. I spent the whole afternoon sleeping again. Now I shall be up all night. What fun I will have.

I really need to get a life, or leave Shelburne. (Personally I vote for the latter) Yesterday was aimlessly driving around Shelburne trying to find something to do in a place that is very anti-entertainment, in other words as boring as hell (tho when you think of hell I don't think that it would be a very boring place to be, still more exciting then Shelburne tho). Pretty much just went to the caves with G and Dillon. G had never been so it was fun. Also we had the sense to bring candles so we could see. We didn't end up seeing much more then mass amounts of somke that were in the cave. It was thoroghly hot-boxed. ^___^
Later we went back into town and I bought some Pop Tarts. They weren't as good as these cookie things that I wanted to get but seeing as they dropped off the face of the planet as of last night I was forced to make due with Pop Tarts.

While in the caves we started writing anything brilliant that cave into our conversations. These are but a few quotes

me: "I will jump off these stairs with my jar of dirt!"

Dillon: "No hotdog. Just cogalosh."
Dillon: "Yo ho ho mop the deck"

G: "I don't want a jar of dirt!!!"
G: "I'm ona rock."
G: "(?)"

Convo. between G and me
G: "did someone just throw something at me?"
*very long pause*
me: "it's on your shoulder."
G: "really?...FUCK!!!"

I am so happu (yes happu!) cause I saw Pirates last night. Yay! Does anyone elsee feel the need to cage Jack Sparrow and keep him as a pet? (note to self: buy cage making supplies) anyway... the movie was awsome anyone who hasn't seen it should go right now, and take me with you. I know that I will see it again in theatres. Esp. since nothing else good is playing.

Pirate Quote:
"I've got a jar of dirt! I've got a jar of dirt!"

Feeling very good and happy because for the first time in five days I've gone out with friends. Oh joy! Except for the Sam thing. (Sammy McBitchFace if you are reading this I aready read your LJ and understand that your parents are deranged freaks of nature.) In the afternoon I was dropped off at dan's and met up with Dillon and Tarence. they helped dan's mom unload this huge heavy box from her truck and Tarence fell off the stairs going into the back yard. (quite entertaining for everyone) then we went to Tarence's grandmother's place cause it was raining and there was nowhere else to go. She wasn't home so no one bothered us. We all watched the most retarded cartoons on the family channel (fucking Dave the Barbarian). these shows are not for little kids, too many hidden messages tht little kids wouldn't understand. From there we went to meet Sam at Pete's (by this time it had stopped raining) and got some much needed coffee. Now it should be stated that teenagers shouls never be left alone and bored for bad or stupid things will usually follow. yesterday's stupid thing was cutting lines of sugar on our table at Pete's. It started off quite slow and easy with thin lines (normal size ones) but as bordom set in and Sam still wasn't there it got quite out of control. You see we weren't sniffing the lines, we had a pen and just inhaling the sugar into our mouths. When the 45min marks passed and no Sam was to be found we were quite bored so Tarence started doing designs on the table in sugar. Evenually this got cut into a mad line that was all for me. it was as wide as your thumb and went the width of the table then did a few snake like curves then became a devil's tail. And I ate it all! Simply cause i had nothing better to do. later after wandering town for forever we met up with G. and went swimming in that big pond in town. oh fun! except for these little kids who wouldn't leave us alone. for there we went back to G's and I got some dry clothes and met up with B who just got home from work. We went on a munchy run then to Greenwood then another munchy run. (so much food!) then I had to walk across town again to get picked up. So much fun.

I've done it yet again. I've slept through the majority of the day. AGAIN! I had to get up early this morning and was out until *think,think,think* 2ish then when i get home my mom is getting ready for work so i just decided to go upstairs for a bit. Never hurts to stay out of her way, but i went to sleep. for 6 hours! that is not a nap, that is the motherload! As anyone who is my friend knows I don't sleep. Food and sleep are the two things that my body do quite well without, so sleeping for 6 hours is quite a feat. I haven't slept that long in weeks and it just comes out of the blue one day. damn i was going to go out tonight but now that's not going to happen and now I've screwed up ny sleep cycle all over again. *sigh, shakes head at own stupidity* I need some more coffee. Might as well get as wired as possible.

today started waaaaay too early. first i got waken up at 5:00 in the morning by my brother that just showed up at my place cause there was this insane storm last night and it had alarms going off in town so he showed up at my house and phoned waking me up to let him into the locked house. That bastard!
Then I got up a few hours sleep then had to go to the dentist. I hate it there. How can anyone like going to a place that they poke you in the gums with a sharp metal thing then get mad at you for bleeding. She actually did that. She said "can you taste that?"
then I said "yeah. it's blood."
then she says that "you shouldn't be bleeding"
really then she shouldn't be poking me with a sharp pionty metal stick in my mouth!

oh god I am tired and sore. (please everyone keep your minds out of the gutter)it was a very long night. i believe that the celebrations started at 5ish and kept up till 1:30. soo much fun. i had to get up early this morning tho so that i can get all of my course done and go back into town again to start the partying all over again.

i'm so tired. (Great opening don't you think?) Anyway... I'm bored and at home so that means i'll be killing time until the rest of the world is awake and ready to go out and do something, so that pretty much means till about 4:00. oh joy oh bliss another five and a half hours to go.